okay so this post is going to make me sound like an absolute
loonlytoon cray cray person but like I said in mt last post
what does it matter when no one reads it anyway right so
might has well talk to the empty room about this strange,
awkward, exciting, annoying, and fearful thing I've been
experiencing for the past few years now.
so this peculiar sexual situation started maybe 5 years ago
now started long before I started enjoying the once in awhile
mind altering crystal smoke which in itself does enhace sexual
desirers but as I said this started before then.
nothing crazy exciting with when or how. honestly it was pretty
much as basic as this, one night I was laying in bed thinking about
the very first time my sister sucked my cock it was a extremally exciting
experienceeven to this day I get hard and excited thinking about it/
so I was lost in the memory of that while halfway jerking off, wasnt really
going to town on jerking off I would jerk a little then stop wait a little then
fo it again and again, one of the times I stopped I was laying there
and felt what I can only explain as someone very lightly touching and
holding my cock in all honesty I had thought it was just in my head didn't
give it a whole lot of thought really. a week or so later it happened again
only this time a bit more forceful not painful at all or even all that scary but wouldn't stop, grabbing and touching my cock pushing (what felt like) a finger into my asshole and this went on for days where ever I was, standing in line for coffee, at work and mostly at home, now don't get me wrong I love jerking off, love messing around with strangers, and some anal play is alright but this was forced and in some strange sense molestation and at some point it was some forceful i actully had an orgasm while having coffee with a friend, heres the thing thou.
everything feels like its happening like 100 percent real but in truth nothing so you can see is happening so I got off right in front of my friend but i didn't cum which i feel is the worst part about it, this unseen sexual partner (you could say) cant make me cum!! ive gotten used to and even
enjoy most of it by now but it sucks not being able to cum and every once
in awhile if i get tierd of trying to stop it, it will ass rape me which isnt
the worst just not ny sorta thing, its actully doing it right now ...
but who in thier right mind would ever believe any of what i just said,... oh well as the molestation begin
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